Chapter 9: The Heart Never Lies.
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Nehekhara lay in ruins.
Darkness clouded the skies; a fell shadow, thick and hungry, devoured the sunlight and bathed the sands below with inky blackness. For all his godly might, Ptra was powerless against the wicked sorcery of Nagash.
Blessed Ptra. Radiant Ptra. Impotent Ptra.
It had spread from the east like some disease of the skies, creeping slowly but inexorably across the mountains toward the Great Desert. Mahrak was swallowed first, vanishing beneath the oily-black veil. Lybaras and Rasetra were cut off from the rest of the kingdom, their fates unknown, abandoned to the vile depredations of the undying corpses that followed in the wake of the darkness.
At Quatar, the shadow halted, and for a time at least it seemed as though the guardians of the Valley of the Kings would triumph. The White Palace shone, a beacon of hope in the eyes of the desert men, and they fought with a stubborn grit that defied mortal potential. The Gateway of Eternity could not be allowed to fall.
All manner of priests invoked their gods, in vain hope of salvation from a fate worse than death. The twin lights of Ptra and Neru for a time dispelled the shambling dead, the nightmarish monsters recoiling from the touch of the sacred lights of sun and moon. Dazed and diminished, they made easy prey for Quatar’s army, and the men of the city found hope, where before there had been none.
It did not last.
In a terrible battle that rent the clouds asunder, and turned the very sands of the desert black and ashen, W’soran and his dark disciples murdered the High Priestess of Neru. Bolts of dark lightning scoured the city walls and struck at the woman, and a hundred revenant shades, their chill touch enough to stop a man’s heart, raked at her with their claws. When she most needed her goddess, Neru failed her, and the High Priestess died alone, a scream frozen on her twisted blue lips.
The north and west gates fell first, followed swiftly by the south and east. The charnel reek of death stank out the city, and carrion flooded the skies, their raucous caws like death-knells for its last inhabitants. Within days of the High Priestess’ death, what little remained of Quatar’s resistance was holed up in its White Palace, like rabbits trapped in their rocky burrows. The foxes, their lips still bloody from the chase, smelled their pitiful quarry’s fear, and they grinned.
Safe in the knowledge that Quatar was broken, and the Gateway of Eternity was theirs, the darkness washed over the city and crept ever northwards, and all of the kingdoms of the western desert felt its coming. Dark thoughts invaded men’s dreams, insidious and unsettling, sowing the seeds of fear in their hearts, and when they woke, no amount of exposure to the fierce Nehekharan sun could banish the chill that had settled under their flesh, a layer of cold and misery.
The dead were coming.
Maatmeses had some heirlooms. She had a pendant, which she wore around her neck at all times. It was the ancient Lahmian symbol of justice, and all members of the judiciary system - her judiciary system - had been required to wear one. All who saw them knew that their bearer’s words carried the authority of the Lahmian government. To disobey them and the moral right they invoked was to invite the worst kinds of punishment.
When the Dread Lord slept fitfully, her dreams plagued by memories of death and fire and screams, her hands clutched tight around the pendant, and often she awoke with its details imprinted onto her hands, so vivid were her nightmares. Her memories.
She had a statue. Rescued from the Temple of Blood as it had collapsed in flame around her, she had managed to save this one thing. It was tiny, barely larger than the palm of her hand, and was made of a rough desert stone. It depicted the Great Necromancer as he had looked when he had still resided in Khemri, and answered to his king and brother there. His godly visage now was incomparable in its horror, and many a time it haunted Maatmeses’ dreams, visiting her in the dead of night and whispering wicked words in her thoughts.
There was no escaping him.
He was everywhere she turned, from the twisted faces of the dead that served her, to the darkest, most intimate thoughts in the back of her mind, to the very voices of those around her. He was everywhere.
She also had a pair of golden khopesh. The sickle-like blades had taken a deadly toll on the peoples of Nehekhara, when they had first stormed Lahmia’s mighty gates. Then they had taken a toll on those who had pursued Maatmeses and her children through the merciless desert, more extensions of the vampire’s vengeance and retribution than mere weapons. She had screamed for her revenge, and the sun-gold blades had answered, leaving bloody ruin on the sands.
And they took their toll now, as the Dread Lords ravaged the kingdoms of the living with their vengeance and their bloodlust. They were weapons, and in the hands of Maatmeses, they did that which weapons do best. They killed.
But she was not the only one with heirlooms.
The sound of the undead armies was unlike anything Issa had heard before. Even after nearly a decade of war against the people of the Kingdom of the Great River, it still haunted him. Not in the sense that it made him afraid, but that the sounds struck a certain chord inside of him, playing in accompaniment to his morose heart.
It was heavy and bloated with grief.
The strained creaks of the skeletons’ bones stretched out in the wind, sounding to Issa like a groan of anguish, as the stressed bones pleaded to be laid to rest, to be left to endure the centuries in the cool of their tombs, where they belonged. The piercing shrieks and rasping sighs of the spectres and walking corpses respectively were more blunt in their effect, reminding Issa of the agony that lay beyond the threshold of death. The agony that awaited him, should he succumb to the enemy.
The agony that inflicted Eshe, and had done now for nearly fifty years. Her death had smote him of his rationality. Before, control and discipline had been everything to him. It had been everything to all of Maatmeses’ children. She had chosen them for their rigorous discipline, and righteous belief in law and order.
Now, control was as alien to him as mercy. The senseless wails of the ghostly spectres held no meaning, served no purpose. They had no identity anymore, their personalities, their selves, having rotted and decayed along with their mortal remains. They were nothing but pale shadows.
He would not have this for himself. Worse, he could not bear that Eshe might be counted amongst their number! Within the confines of Maatmeses’ tent, Issa wept. The crimson tears crept unashamed down his cheeks, staining his eyes red and bloody. Maddened. There was as much sanity in those eyes as there was in the hollow sockets of the skeleton warriors.
His Eshe was out there, somewhere. Her spirit was broken. Fragment into a thousand pieces by the ignorant depredations of the Nehekharans. Maatmeses had shown him what they had done. He had seen it with his own eyes. They had condemned her to a fate far, far worse than any mortal death. A fate undeserved by the woman he had loved.
“I beg of you, Maatmeses, raise her. Use your magics and bring her back to me. I have waited so patiently for your skills to grow, for Nagash to teach you the necessary arts, and now they are yours!†Issa stood before the Dread Lord, his arms outstretched, face lit with hope.
“I cannot.â€Â
“Why not!†he said, and his voice was like a scream. “Please, you know the hold she has over my heart. You know her importance to me. Maatmeses, she is everything. She is the blood that slakes my thirst, the sun that lights my days.â€Â
“I said that I cannot, Issa. Do not make me say it again, I cannot bear to see you so incited.â€Â
“She died at your command -â€Â
“Do not say that-â€Â
“She died at your command and now you owe her this. You bid her stay and defend your offices of law, and she did. She did so unquestioningly, knowing full well that it would be the death of her.â€Â
“My son, I cannot do this. It is impossible.†He fell at her feet, and a single red tear squeezed itself into the corner of her eye.
“I have seen you raise the dead! Ragged spirits, living corpses, even the bones of men so ancient they predate our kingdom itself!†He reached out and clutched at the greave of her left shin, his vice like grip tethering himself to Maatmeses. “Mother, help me…â€Â
“They burned her,†she spat, with poison enough to kill a man. Then, more considerately: “You are right, Nagash taught me much. He told me how when a mortal, such as we were, becomes a vampire, our very souls are bound into our flesh. We become as one with them, Issa. It is what grants us our prodigious strength, our terrible fortitude.†Issa shook, silently save for erratic breaths which snagged in his throat. “If we are slain, there is a chance for us to return. A chance. If our remains are recovered, then our souls still exist inside of them, and through certain rites, we can be made alive and whole once more.†There was a moment of silence, broken only by the fluttering of the tent. “I have no part of Eshe. They took her apart, and burned her away, and then they will have ground her bones and thrown them to the winds. Her soul is broken, scattered in the skies and gone up in smoke. She is gone, Issa.â€Â
“No,†he said desperately. “I have a piece of her essence…†His iron grip released itself from her bronze greaves and slipped into a pouch beneath his own armour. It returned clutching a folded lock of black hair. It shone with a lustrous sheen, despite being decades old, Maatmeses realised. Issa went on, words tumbling from his lips as he held reverentially onto the hair.
“She gave this to me the day before she died. She said I should never let it go, that as long as I had this, I would have her. She was right!†Silence ensued, and he realised that Maatmeses remained unchanged. No smile split her lips. No flash of relief across her forehead. “What is wrong? We can use this! It holds her essence, just as you said, just as Nagash taught you!â€Â
“It is not enough, Issa.â€Â
“It is!â€Â
“It is not. The soul consists of a variety of elements. You know that of which I speak. There is not a man or woman in all Nehekhara who does not.â€Â
“You speak of Ka, and Ba, and Ab, and Sekhem, amongst others?†Something akin to understanding flashed across his face, before vanishing again beneath an expression of anguish.
“I do. It is not possible for all of these parts of Eshe’s soul to be contained in a single lock of her hair, Issa.†It was killing her to tell him this. She had not felt such emotion in so long. All she knew was vengeance, and anger, and hate, and even, lately, fear and helplessness, as she found herself doing and saying things without thinking, or remembering.
This was something different. Issa had brought something out, something long buried, something…maternal. It burned her heart with its searing intensity.
“But we can try! We can try, and see! I won’t abandon her, mother!â€Â
“What if the effects are undesirable? What if something comes back that you do not recognise, or that you do not like?â€Â
“I would risk it, for Eshe.†He looked up into her eyes, imploring, desperate, and saw the tear that sat, engorged and unbroken, in the corner of her eye. “I know that you loved, once, long ago.â€Â
She stiffened.
“Dredge back those memories, those feelings, and feel my pain for yourself.†When she replied, her voice was curt.
“You know full well not to speak to me of such things. Those feelings belonged to a different woman.†Issa began to weep.
“Mother, please…â€Â
“I will do this, for you, because my love for you transcends anything I ever felt for any man before, and I know that I will always love you, my son.â€Â
She had tried to warn him, but hope and pain had clouded any semblance of reason. All he wanted was to see Eshe again, to speak with her, to ask her a thousand questions that had kept him awake at night, unable to rest, to sleep, buzzing like corpse flies incessantly in his head. Was she proud of him, of his loyalty to Maatmeses? Would she fight by his side, were she here? Did she miss him?
Did she still love him?
The slightest of chances had revealed itself to him in her lock of hair, that precious, precious heirloom, and he would not pass it up. Maatmeses had relinquished, because she loved him, and could not bear to see him so tortured. He knew that it was his own fault. His own relentless efforts had driven her to appease his requests, for good or bad. He had only himself to blame, in that respect. A bestial madness glimmered in the back of his eyes.
Words slipped like shadows from between Maatmeses’ lips, filling the tent and buffeting its sides with their unnatural force. It was night, the twin moons visible as glowing slivers through the dense cloud cover, and all was silent about the camp. A guard of skeletons surrounded her quarters, stationed there by Maatmeses herself. None would intrude on her task tonight.
Sat opposite from his mother was Issa. The vampire mirrored Maatmeses’ poise, the two of them knelt on the sands, across from the lock of hair that was so integral to the ritual.
Maatmeses’ eyes were locked on the small token. She focussed her will on it, concentrating on the blasphemous incantation that would rouse the essence of the hair, Eshe’s essence, and bring her into life. She would do her best. She owed Issa that much. She could remember nothing of her own brief love, but she knew that at the time, she had been happy, and that Issa and Eshe’s own love was a thousand times anything she had experienced. It deserved her efforts.
Issa’s eyes were shut. He fought the trembles that ran amok throughout his limbs. Anticipation came in ragged gasps. She was doing it! She was invoking his Eshe. Soon, he would speak with her again. Soon, they would be reunited, even for a moment. If it could be done once, it could be done again. He would have her back, if only in spirit.
Maatmeses’ words came strong and steady, her voice ringing with determination and force. The dead would respond. The dead would respond.
The dead would respond!
An ice cold breeze washed suddenly over Issa, and Maatmeses stopped chanting. His eyelids fluttered open.
Stood before him was Eshe.
She wavered in and out of consistency, easily mistakable for a trick of the light, except there was none. The apparition swayed slowly, pulled left, then right, by some invisible tide. Issa studied her lips as they faded in and out of visibility, a wisp of white. She reminded him of the slim wreathes of smoke that crept sinuously up from the braziers of incense Maatmeses sometimes used in her magics. It was astounding. Unbelievable. He offered a thousand thanks to Nagash for enabling this. The Great Necromancer’s works had brought his love back to him.
“Eshe…†he said with a whisper. “Eshe…its you…its you!†And it was her, down to the slender curve of her waist, the slight shape of her shoulders, the lift of her head - proud and confidant. She faded completely from view for a second, then came slowly back, first her hands, then her neck and face, and finally her body. Maatmeses sat quietly still, watching the product of her sorcery as it drifted slowly back and forth, her lost daughter.
“There is so much I have wanted to ask you.†His tongue faltered at the incredulity of what he saw. He had wanted this for so long, and had clung to it as a last hope, and now it was here, happening.
“Why did you have to go and leave me? We could have spent all eternity together, Eshe.†Her ghostly lips moved, and a whisper floated on the air. He dared not move, for fear of scattering it.
“I was doing what was right…†At the sound of her voice, he didn’t know whether to smile or cry. Her work had been her life. Her duty as a judge of Lahmia had been everything to her. It really was Eshe! Overcome, he gave in to both feelings, his lips curling into a smile even as ruby tears trickled down his face.
“Do you still love me, after everything I have done? After what I have become?â€Â
She didn’t answer. Her arms faded again, then re-materialised. After a moment, his smile similarly vanished.
“I know I have killed, I know I have become a monster in my grief, but you killed too. We both killed, to defend Lahmia, to uphold our city and the honour of Maatmeses. You can’t begrudge me that!â€Â
“I was doing what was right…â€Â
“So was I. So am I!†Again, the ghost was silent. When Issa spoke again, it was not to Eshe.
“What is wrong with her?â€Â
“She is only Ab. She has an awareness of right and wrong, but is stripped of all other understanding. Right and wrong meant so much to her in life, her Ab is strong.†She looked through the spirit and into the eyes of her son. “I am sorry Issa.â€Â
He sat and watched the shade of Eshe wavering before him. He had waited so long, and for this. It wasn’t Eshe. She was incomplete. It was wrong. She had no passion, no flare, no stubbornness. Aside from her physical manifestation, there was little recognisable in her now.
Had his heart still beat, it would have stopped again now. A cold, lifeless calm settled over him.
“It is not fair.â€Â
“Nothing in this world is fair, Issa. Injustice waits around every corner, and there is no preparing for it, no anticipating it. All that is certain is vengeance, just as I have taught you.â€Â
“Yes, Maatmeses.â€Â
“Only vengeance compensates for the chaos that life throws at us. The Nehekharans have done all this. It is they who slew your only love. They who have brought ruin to your city. They who are deserving of punishment.â€Â
“Yes, yes…â€Â
“Do not forget Eshe, but remember her how she was in life, what she meant to you, as I have done, and use it as a source of strength. Of bitterness. Of hatred. Use it to kill the Nehekharans, as I do.â€Â
Maatmeses’ eyes flashed yellow and reptilian, and the fragmented spirit of Eshe faltered under a sudden gust. She peeled away in wispy strips, coming apart before Issa, and each ethereal layer bore with it a reminder of his sanity, until there was nothing left save the lock of hair.
Eshe was gone, and the Nehekharans were to blame. So ruthless had their savage genocide against the vampires been that they had eradicated every trace of Eshe, every possibility of ever bringing her back, and in doing so damned Issa to an eternity of loneliness. His lips tore back and a snarl ripped passed the row of savage fangs within.
He would have his revenge. They could not destroy his love and expect to get away with it. For years he had haunted the streets of the cities of men, killing but always hopeful.
Now he didn’t have even that. He had nothing to live for, save vengeance. He would make Maatmeses proud. He would make them pay for Eshe, pay with their blood. He would drink them dry in an orgy of feasting and grow strong and terrible on their lifeblood!
Nebtawi stuck his head into the tent, his ancient eyes settling on Issa. The man had been ancient when he was turned, and he was even older now. Were it not for his gleaming fangs and lurid gaze, he would have looked comical in this heavy suit of Lahmian armour.
“The order is given, Issa. We attack the east gate again, any minute now. The blood of the city of Numas awaits!â€Â
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Nehekhara lay in ruins.
Darkness clouded the skies; a fell shadow, thick and hungry, devoured the sunlight and bathed the sands below with inky blackness. For all his godly might, Ptra was powerless against the wicked sorcery of Nagash.
Blessed Ptra. Radiant Ptra. Impotent Ptra.
It had spread from the east like some disease of the skies, creeping slowly but inexorably across the mountains toward the Great Desert. Mahrak was swallowed first, vanishing beneath the oily-black veil. Lybaras and Rasetra were cut off from the rest of the kingdom, their fates unknown, abandoned to the vile depredations of the undying corpses that followed in the wake of the darkness.
At Quatar, the shadow halted, and for a time at least it seemed as though the guardians of the Valley of the Kings would triumph. The White Palace shone, a beacon of hope in the eyes of the desert men, and they fought with a stubborn grit that defied mortal potential. The Gateway of Eternity could not be allowed to fall.
All manner of priests invoked their gods, in vain hope of salvation from a fate worse than death. The twin lights of Ptra and Neru for a time dispelled the shambling dead, the nightmarish monsters recoiling from the touch of the sacred lights of sun and moon. Dazed and diminished, they made easy prey for Quatar’s army, and the men of the city found hope, where before there had been none.
It did not last.
In a terrible battle that rent the clouds asunder, and turned the very sands of the desert black and ashen, W’soran and his dark disciples murdered the High Priestess of Neru. Bolts of dark lightning scoured the city walls and struck at the woman, and a hundred revenant shades, their chill touch enough to stop a man’s heart, raked at her with their claws. When she most needed her goddess, Neru failed her, and the High Priestess died alone, a scream frozen on her twisted blue lips.
The north and west gates fell first, followed swiftly by the south and east. The charnel reek of death stank out the city, and carrion flooded the skies, their raucous caws like death-knells for its last inhabitants. Within days of the High Priestess’ death, what little remained of Quatar’s resistance was holed up in its White Palace, like rabbits trapped in their rocky burrows. The foxes, their lips still bloody from the chase, smelled their pitiful quarry’s fear, and they grinned.
Safe in the knowledge that Quatar was broken, and the Gateway of Eternity was theirs, the darkness washed over the city and crept ever northwards, and all of the kingdoms of the western desert felt its coming. Dark thoughts invaded men’s dreams, insidious and unsettling, sowing the seeds of fear in their hearts, and when they woke, no amount of exposure to the fierce Nehekharan sun could banish the chill that had settled under their flesh, a layer of cold and misery.
The dead were coming.
Maatmeses had some heirlooms. She had a pendant, which she wore around her neck at all times. It was the ancient Lahmian symbol of justice, and all members of the judiciary system - her judiciary system - had been required to wear one. All who saw them knew that their bearer’s words carried the authority of the Lahmian government. To disobey them and the moral right they invoked was to invite the worst kinds of punishment.
When the Dread Lord slept fitfully, her dreams plagued by memories of death and fire and screams, her hands clutched tight around the pendant, and often she awoke with its details imprinted onto her hands, so vivid were her nightmares. Her memories.
She had a statue. Rescued from the Temple of Blood as it had collapsed in flame around her, she had managed to save this one thing. It was tiny, barely larger than the palm of her hand, and was made of a rough desert stone. It depicted the Great Necromancer as he had looked when he had still resided in Khemri, and answered to his king and brother there. His godly visage now was incomparable in its horror, and many a time it haunted Maatmeses’ dreams, visiting her in the dead of night and whispering wicked words in her thoughts.
There was no escaping him.
He was everywhere she turned, from the twisted faces of the dead that served her, to the darkest, most intimate thoughts in the back of her mind, to the very voices of those around her. He was everywhere.
She also had a pair of golden khopesh. The sickle-like blades had taken a deadly toll on the peoples of Nehekhara, when they had first stormed Lahmia’s mighty gates. Then they had taken a toll on those who had pursued Maatmeses and her children through the merciless desert, more extensions of the vampire’s vengeance and retribution than mere weapons. She had screamed for her revenge, and the sun-gold blades had answered, leaving bloody ruin on the sands.
And they took their toll now, as the Dread Lords ravaged the kingdoms of the living with their vengeance and their bloodlust. They were weapons, and in the hands of Maatmeses, they did that which weapons do best. They killed.
But she was not the only one with heirlooms.
The sound of the undead armies was unlike anything Issa had heard before. Even after nearly a decade of war against the people of the Kingdom of the Great River, it still haunted him. Not in the sense that it made him afraid, but that the sounds struck a certain chord inside of him, playing in accompaniment to his morose heart.
It was heavy and bloated with grief.
The strained creaks of the skeletons’ bones stretched out in the wind, sounding to Issa like a groan of anguish, as the stressed bones pleaded to be laid to rest, to be left to endure the centuries in the cool of their tombs, where they belonged. The piercing shrieks and rasping sighs of the spectres and walking corpses respectively were more blunt in their effect, reminding Issa of the agony that lay beyond the threshold of death. The agony that awaited him, should he succumb to the enemy.
The agony that inflicted Eshe, and had done now for nearly fifty years. Her death had smote him of his rationality. Before, control and discipline had been everything to him. It had been everything to all of Maatmeses’ children. She had chosen them for their rigorous discipline, and righteous belief in law and order.
Now, control was as alien to him as mercy. The senseless wails of the ghostly spectres held no meaning, served no purpose. They had no identity anymore, their personalities, their selves, having rotted and decayed along with their mortal remains. They were nothing but pale shadows.
He would not have this for himself. Worse, he could not bear that Eshe might be counted amongst their number! Within the confines of Maatmeses’ tent, Issa wept. The crimson tears crept unashamed down his cheeks, staining his eyes red and bloody. Maddened. There was as much sanity in those eyes as there was in the hollow sockets of the skeleton warriors.
His Eshe was out there, somewhere. Her spirit was broken. Fragment into a thousand pieces by the ignorant depredations of the Nehekharans. Maatmeses had shown him what they had done. He had seen it with his own eyes. They had condemned her to a fate far, far worse than any mortal death. A fate undeserved by the woman he had loved.
“I beg of you, Maatmeses, raise her. Use your magics and bring her back to me. I have waited so patiently for your skills to grow, for Nagash to teach you the necessary arts, and now they are yours!†Issa stood before the Dread Lord, his arms outstretched, face lit with hope.
“I cannot.â€Â
“Why not!†he said, and his voice was like a scream. “Please, you know the hold she has over my heart. You know her importance to me. Maatmeses, she is everything. She is the blood that slakes my thirst, the sun that lights my days.â€Â
“I said that I cannot, Issa. Do not make me say it again, I cannot bear to see you so incited.â€Â
“She died at your command -â€Â
“Do not say that-â€Â
“She died at your command and now you owe her this. You bid her stay and defend your offices of law, and she did. She did so unquestioningly, knowing full well that it would be the death of her.â€Â
“My son, I cannot do this. It is impossible.†He fell at her feet, and a single red tear squeezed itself into the corner of her eye.
“I have seen you raise the dead! Ragged spirits, living corpses, even the bones of men so ancient they predate our kingdom itself!†He reached out and clutched at the greave of her left shin, his vice like grip tethering himself to Maatmeses. “Mother, help me…â€Â
“They burned her,†she spat, with poison enough to kill a man. Then, more considerately: “You are right, Nagash taught me much. He told me how when a mortal, such as we were, becomes a vampire, our very souls are bound into our flesh. We become as one with them, Issa. It is what grants us our prodigious strength, our terrible fortitude.†Issa shook, silently save for erratic breaths which snagged in his throat. “If we are slain, there is a chance for us to return. A chance. If our remains are recovered, then our souls still exist inside of them, and through certain rites, we can be made alive and whole once more.†There was a moment of silence, broken only by the fluttering of the tent. “I have no part of Eshe. They took her apart, and burned her away, and then they will have ground her bones and thrown them to the winds. Her soul is broken, scattered in the skies and gone up in smoke. She is gone, Issa.â€Â
“No,†he said desperately. “I have a piece of her essence…†His iron grip released itself from her bronze greaves and slipped into a pouch beneath his own armour. It returned clutching a folded lock of black hair. It shone with a lustrous sheen, despite being decades old, Maatmeses realised. Issa went on, words tumbling from his lips as he held reverentially onto the hair.
“She gave this to me the day before she died. She said I should never let it go, that as long as I had this, I would have her. She was right!†Silence ensued, and he realised that Maatmeses remained unchanged. No smile split her lips. No flash of relief across her forehead. “What is wrong? We can use this! It holds her essence, just as you said, just as Nagash taught you!â€Â
“It is not enough, Issa.â€Â
“It is!â€Â
“It is not. The soul consists of a variety of elements. You know that of which I speak. There is not a man or woman in all Nehekhara who does not.â€Â
“You speak of Ka, and Ba, and Ab, and Sekhem, amongst others?†Something akin to understanding flashed across his face, before vanishing again beneath an expression of anguish.
“I do. It is not possible for all of these parts of Eshe’s soul to be contained in a single lock of her hair, Issa.†It was killing her to tell him this. She had not felt such emotion in so long. All she knew was vengeance, and anger, and hate, and even, lately, fear and helplessness, as she found herself doing and saying things without thinking, or remembering.
This was something different. Issa had brought something out, something long buried, something…maternal. It burned her heart with its searing intensity.
“But we can try! We can try, and see! I won’t abandon her, mother!â€Â
“What if the effects are undesirable? What if something comes back that you do not recognise, or that you do not like?â€Â
“I would risk it, for Eshe.†He looked up into her eyes, imploring, desperate, and saw the tear that sat, engorged and unbroken, in the corner of her eye. “I know that you loved, once, long ago.â€Â
She stiffened.
“Dredge back those memories, those feelings, and feel my pain for yourself.†When she replied, her voice was curt.
“You know full well not to speak to me of such things. Those feelings belonged to a different woman.†Issa began to weep.
“Mother, please…â€Â
“I will do this, for you, because my love for you transcends anything I ever felt for any man before, and I know that I will always love you, my son.â€Â
She had tried to warn him, but hope and pain had clouded any semblance of reason. All he wanted was to see Eshe again, to speak with her, to ask her a thousand questions that had kept him awake at night, unable to rest, to sleep, buzzing like corpse flies incessantly in his head. Was she proud of him, of his loyalty to Maatmeses? Would she fight by his side, were she here? Did she miss him?
Did she still love him?
The slightest of chances had revealed itself to him in her lock of hair, that precious, precious heirloom, and he would not pass it up. Maatmeses had relinquished, because she loved him, and could not bear to see him so tortured. He knew that it was his own fault. His own relentless efforts had driven her to appease his requests, for good or bad. He had only himself to blame, in that respect. A bestial madness glimmered in the back of his eyes.
Words slipped like shadows from between Maatmeses’ lips, filling the tent and buffeting its sides with their unnatural force. It was night, the twin moons visible as glowing slivers through the dense cloud cover, and all was silent about the camp. A guard of skeletons surrounded her quarters, stationed there by Maatmeses herself. None would intrude on her task tonight.
Sat opposite from his mother was Issa. The vampire mirrored Maatmeses’ poise, the two of them knelt on the sands, across from the lock of hair that was so integral to the ritual.
Maatmeses’ eyes were locked on the small token. She focussed her will on it, concentrating on the blasphemous incantation that would rouse the essence of the hair, Eshe’s essence, and bring her into life. She would do her best. She owed Issa that much. She could remember nothing of her own brief love, but she knew that at the time, she had been happy, and that Issa and Eshe’s own love was a thousand times anything she had experienced. It deserved her efforts.
Issa’s eyes were shut. He fought the trembles that ran amok throughout his limbs. Anticipation came in ragged gasps. She was doing it! She was invoking his Eshe. Soon, he would speak with her again. Soon, they would be reunited, even for a moment. If it could be done once, it could be done again. He would have her back, if only in spirit.
Maatmeses’ words came strong and steady, her voice ringing with determination and force. The dead would respond. The dead would respond.
The dead would respond!
An ice cold breeze washed suddenly over Issa, and Maatmeses stopped chanting. His eyelids fluttered open.
Stood before him was Eshe.
She wavered in and out of consistency, easily mistakable for a trick of the light, except there was none. The apparition swayed slowly, pulled left, then right, by some invisible tide. Issa studied her lips as they faded in and out of visibility, a wisp of white. She reminded him of the slim wreathes of smoke that crept sinuously up from the braziers of incense Maatmeses sometimes used in her magics. It was astounding. Unbelievable. He offered a thousand thanks to Nagash for enabling this. The Great Necromancer’s works had brought his love back to him.
“Eshe…†he said with a whisper. “Eshe…its you…its you!†And it was her, down to the slender curve of her waist, the slight shape of her shoulders, the lift of her head - proud and confidant. She faded completely from view for a second, then came slowly back, first her hands, then her neck and face, and finally her body. Maatmeses sat quietly still, watching the product of her sorcery as it drifted slowly back and forth, her lost daughter.
“There is so much I have wanted to ask you.†His tongue faltered at the incredulity of what he saw. He had wanted this for so long, and had clung to it as a last hope, and now it was here, happening.
“Why did you have to go and leave me? We could have spent all eternity together, Eshe.†Her ghostly lips moved, and a whisper floated on the air. He dared not move, for fear of scattering it.
“I was doing what was right…†At the sound of her voice, he didn’t know whether to smile or cry. Her work had been her life. Her duty as a judge of Lahmia had been everything to her. It really was Eshe! Overcome, he gave in to both feelings, his lips curling into a smile even as ruby tears trickled down his face.
“Do you still love me, after everything I have done? After what I have become?â€Â
She didn’t answer. Her arms faded again, then re-materialised. After a moment, his smile similarly vanished.
“I know I have killed, I know I have become a monster in my grief, but you killed too. We both killed, to defend Lahmia, to uphold our city and the honour of Maatmeses. You can’t begrudge me that!â€Â
“I was doing what was right…â€Â
“So was I. So am I!†Again, the ghost was silent. When Issa spoke again, it was not to Eshe.
“What is wrong with her?â€Â
“She is only Ab. She has an awareness of right and wrong, but is stripped of all other understanding. Right and wrong meant so much to her in life, her Ab is strong.†She looked through the spirit and into the eyes of her son. “I am sorry Issa.â€Â
He sat and watched the shade of Eshe wavering before him. He had waited so long, and for this. It wasn’t Eshe. She was incomplete. It was wrong. She had no passion, no flare, no stubbornness. Aside from her physical manifestation, there was little recognisable in her now.
Had his heart still beat, it would have stopped again now. A cold, lifeless calm settled over him.
“It is not fair.â€Â
“Nothing in this world is fair, Issa. Injustice waits around every corner, and there is no preparing for it, no anticipating it. All that is certain is vengeance, just as I have taught you.â€Â
“Yes, Maatmeses.â€Â
“Only vengeance compensates for the chaos that life throws at us. The Nehekharans have done all this. It is they who slew your only love. They who have brought ruin to your city. They who are deserving of punishment.â€Â
“Yes, yes…â€Â
“Do not forget Eshe, but remember her how she was in life, what she meant to you, as I have done, and use it as a source of strength. Of bitterness. Of hatred. Use it to kill the Nehekharans, as I do.â€Â
Maatmeses’ eyes flashed yellow and reptilian, and the fragmented spirit of Eshe faltered under a sudden gust. She peeled away in wispy strips, coming apart before Issa, and each ethereal layer bore with it a reminder of his sanity, until there was nothing left save the lock of hair.
Eshe was gone, and the Nehekharans were to blame. So ruthless had their savage genocide against the vampires been that they had eradicated every trace of Eshe, every possibility of ever bringing her back, and in doing so damned Issa to an eternity of loneliness. His lips tore back and a snarl ripped passed the row of savage fangs within.
He would have his revenge. They could not destroy his love and expect to get away with it. For years he had haunted the streets of the cities of men, killing but always hopeful.
Now he didn’t have even that. He had nothing to live for, save vengeance. He would make Maatmeses proud. He would make them pay for Eshe, pay with their blood. He would drink them dry in an orgy of feasting and grow strong and terrible on their lifeblood!
Nebtawi stuck his head into the tent, his ancient eyes settling on Issa. The man had been ancient when he was turned, and he was even older now. Were it not for his gleaming fangs and lurid gaze, he would have looked comical in this heavy suit of Lahmian armour.
“The order is given, Issa. We attack the east gate again, any minute now. The blood of the city of Numas awaits!â€Â