Shitty day whos having one?

[Josef]

Sry that stuffs going bad for ya and best of luck with the internship, and finding a job if you dont get it (hoping for option 1 for ya)

well heres my shitty day atm, went to 40k ard boys with a friend (i dont play that circle shit so i was bored all day) because he did not wanna go alone and if was to tired i would have had to drive home no biggy just was freakin bored all day.. i get home cant sleep talk with a few good friends of mine on the phone that im staying with in tenn and have more personal questions answered and then they pass out so i try and sleep (lately been having insomnia to much stress) but then i get to sleep and i tart having these dreams very twisted dreams no biggy then they go into nightmares and now im up again and sooooooooo not going back to sleep well looks like another long night of painting and pc gaming for me =\

 

[Disciple of Nagash]

Sounds crap Josef - have you tried drinking something relaxing before bed. Hot Milk or Horlicks is normally good - I don't normally recommend pills unless really necessary.

Failing that good sex always knocks me out!

 

[Josef]

lol, yea tired the milk and every tea i can come up with, and you know my standing in the sex department i mean lack of sex lol

 

[Mr Nightwere]

Yea I am also having a bit of a shitty day girlfriend half broke up with me and wants to have a more open relationship, which on the plus side makes her happy and gets me some 3 way lesbian action (shes bi-sexual and wants to explore) but with the thought of her finding some other guy who can satisfy her better than I... Which I sorta doubt because of how she runs, but hey after 2 years it can be a little boring with the same dude/Lady...

 

[Disciple of Nagash]

Sorry to hear that Nightwere. The lesbian thing is nice (my missus is bi so she has girlfriends so we all can have fun together), but the other aspect is not. I can understand the wanting to experience things, but there is so much to do and still remain a couple.

Has she said that you can go with other women? If so releasing that you may actually go and try it may change her mind?

 

[Mr Nightwere]

She has and I have opportunity but I am uncertain she understands what she is doing, our time is short she is leaving to a place I can not follow so I may as well enjoy her company while I can, but I am young and time is short so perhaps I should delve into self satisfying needs. And I have seen you woman DoN and the mention of her being Bi-sexual.....
I give you my full virtual respect, Totally freaken sweet.

 

[TMS]

I wouldn't necessarily consider today a "shitty" day for myself, but... "sluggish" or "slow", rather. It's your regular Summer Sunday I suppose, except with the added fact that I need to be up and moving at about ~06.00 tomorrow, which kind of kills the idea of cooking up any significant fun during the later evening. :boring:

...what's really a kick in the teeth right now is that I've (again) entered a phase - after throwing myself at another gaming challenge - where playing my video games feel like a complete chore* more than anything else. Today actually is a bad day in the sense that I continuously screw up even simple things, again and again and again and again and again, yet my pride and honour as a devoted "shoot'em'up'er" dictates that I refuse to quit failing trying until I am at my wits' end. Which is about right now, hence the headache I'm experiencing.
*an approximately ~10% fun chore, I'll admit..

Perseverence is ultimately the name of the game however, and there'll always be a tomorrow to pick up where I leave today. The shame of admitting defeat (albeit only temporarily) stings as hard as ever though... I think I need to go eat something.

...don't ever think that being a nerd is easy business. :swear:

 

[Josef]

well i was making all the last min plans for me getting to the airport at 4am on the 16th and call my mother to get the cash and she manages to destroy everything i planned because you dont need to be at the airport by 4 if your flights at 6...

 

[Zephyr]

I'm having several shitty days in a row in an already shitty decade... Yup I'm going emo here hang on.

The neighborhood has gone to hell and I've been trying to find a new home for two years now and so far absolute zero luck. Gee I'd really love to go since *coughs* well some retards who hang around here actually spit on me when I pass by! But does the police do anything? No of course not, it reminds me of the news here about that gay couple that got pretty much the same treatment and nobody does freaking anything. Okay I'm not gay but Christ on a crutch I am a minority but maybe it's because the other "minorities" are picking on me. Not so much a minority in this area let me tell you; they've taken over.

Apart from the feeling that I am a prisoner in my own home(whilst slowly going batshit insane as you can hear the rap-music, banging on walls/railings and screaming outside) I got turned down for two jobs I was actually over-qualified for because I am *drum roll* "not what they'd like to see" meaning "we don't like your kind, please get the f out".
I was even perfectly fine with working on freaking Saturdays because I really need a job right now so I can go and maybe...you know, actually freaking buy a house!

Apart from that life is crap as well; health sucks and I'm looking at another surgery before this year ends and it seems that everything turns to shit in my hands lately.

End of rant...for now because Gd knows what more fantastical amazing things will happen tomorrow.:mad2: Man I needed to get that out:zombie:

 

[Disciple of Nagash]

Won that is really crap Zephyr – you really have my sympathies. Pity your in a different country as I would love to help, but I can’t see what I can do from over here – if there is anything though just let me know.

I hope you do manage to get things sorted though, and get away from those idiots. Being a goth myself I know how it feels from some people to be arseholes.

 

[Zephyr]

Ranting and raving about it helps...yeah it also further develops my ulcers but at least it stops me from going out with a sword and killing them all on the spot.
I'm a non-violent guy in beliefs but deep down I'm a really angry, pissed of person with a tendency towards complete schizoid behavior. Not good in this neighborhood, especially combined with my huge collection of weapons .

 

[Mr Nightwere]

Sounds like you need to sell up and move server all ties to this life and restart, its the hardest thing anyone can do but in such a bad situation like yours it should be considered??

Just a thourght

 

[Annie]

DoN's missus is bi???
:konrad:erv::silent::O

Where do you live again??:rofl2:

 

[Disciple of Nagash]

She certainly is and currently she is looking for a new…..”special friend” erv:

As to where we are, in crawley at mo, however I have a job interview next Tuesday in Leeds, so shortly I could be back up north.

 

[Annie]

 

[ChaosJedi666]

Wow, I know how you feel about that Zephyr (meaning the homocidal side of things). I went through a really dark period about this time last year. 3 months in I went to counselling. Apparently I was going through, wait for it, X-Box withdrawl. Yes, that is what he told me. I was tempted to, well, 'do in' some random lady on the bus, go 'nuts' at work, etc etc, and he claimed I wasn't a danger to the public. Went to him once, then quit Uni (because of this shit my grades went ), moved back in home, and well, things are going good now. Have large student loan though Wow, I sound like an Emo here....

 

[Thanmar Thrask]

So, I have a cat.

If this said cat continues doing what it does, I soon wont have one anymore.

I came home, walked upstairs and was greeted by a head. Not an ordinairy head ffs, no a ripped off pidgeon head. Further along were its entrails and somewhere on my bed I found a wing, blood everywhere, pieces of pidgeon everywhere. Also found remains of a lizard or salemander ish thing and found two sparrows aswell. Now call me weak, but I seriously have no idea how I'm gonna clean this, as the smell and sight makes me vomit on the spot. Im so furious atm at both my stomach and my cat that I have a hard time not attacking her.

 

[Disciple of Nagash]

Awwww, she is just bringing home dinner for you, because she loves you.

 

[Thanmar Thrask]

Awwww, she is just bringing home dinner for you, because she loves you.

Went to get stuff for dinner, but decided I might aswell take revenge instead since I had no hunger anyway after emptying my stomach cleaning it up..

So I bought a nice collar, with 8 tingling little bells that will alert every man, bird and rodent within 50 meters that she's coming.

And she doesn't like it one bit. :devil2:

 

[Josef]

well when i was on my trip i managed to fuck up my back again so im back to square one with it looking at surgery this time, i had to goto the er and got morphine injected into me for the pain and it had me plugged up for 6 days (nurgle was loving me), im having issues sitting for prolonged time so painting is out of the picture atm unless im doped up on pain meds (not a bad thing if i got stuff to work on), been so bored lately that ive downloaded pokemon roms for emulators and been playing them i think my friends are ganna get a game or two in with me after they heard that one lol...to sum it all up im in pain 90% of the day and i have/cant do anything major atm...wish i was back in tenn lol, had fun there

 

[ChaosJedi666]

Wow, sorry to hear that Joseph. And I though my limp was bad. Hope it gets sorted out alright. Sucks about the surgery, but if its going to help... How long until they can do anything, aside from pump you full of drugs?

 

[TheBlackBey]

I came home, walked upstairs and was greeted by a head. Not an ordinairy head ffs, no a ripped off pidgeon head.

Wow, your cat is a real destructive force. Mind if I add her to my army list this weekend? I'm playing against DoC...

 

[Josef]

Wow, sorry to hear that Joseph. And I though my limp was bad. Hope it gets sorted out alright. Sucks about the surgery, but if its going to help... How long until they can do anything, aside from pump you full of drugs?

probably 6 months since its a workmans comp injury (happened at work gov has to cover it) so they have to get a new mri (since last ones a year or more old) i have to find a surgeon (my dr will then refer me to him or her) then it has to get approved so a nice long time got to love waiting on the gov to get medical shit taken care of...

 

[ChaosJedi666]

Well, that sucks! My workers comp was over 6 months from the time it happened. That was Aus though...Good luck with it. I assume that since you wouldn't be able to work they're going to pay you whilst off work, right? Hope you're off work, otherwise its going to get really bad. Feel really bad for you. Good luck, hope someone decides to fasttrack you're claim, waiting list, etc.

 

[Josef]

lol, i already got the cash from it i got 4k for not being able to work when this 1st started and been unemployed for some time now lol, this is just irritating the old injury so i dont get shit lol, ill be doing my bailbond and videos and everything else along with getting a normal job (when someone hires me) and ill just have to work through it like i have for the past year lol.