Where have I been?

[Sanai]

Some of you may have noticed that I have been inactive lately. I have been in a psyche ward with no internet access since the 1st of february, so I apologise for any inconvience this has caused. I am currently at home for an hour or two and then I return to the psyche ward. I do not know when I will get out or if I will be returning home when I get out or going into crisis accomodation. I miss this forum very much and though I should let ya'all know.

 

[Count Lasombra]

I only know you from here...but I did wonder at your absence.I hope you recover wellness.
"YOU CAN DO IT!!"

 

[Bravo_10]

I second Lasombra's post. We're all behind you, Sanai! Hope you get well soon!

 

[Disciple of Nagash]

As I said elsewhere - hope you get better very soon so we can have you back here on the forum

 

[Sanai]

Thankyou for your kindness. I am back home for the night today but will be back on the ward tomorrow. If things go well I will be out of the psyche ward for good (hopefully) in a week or two. I will try and get some carpe noctem activity going on tonight.

 

[Annie]

Miss your posts, hope all is well, and no need to apologise for not being on a random internet forum xxx

 

[Danceman]

A metric ton of love from Sweden. Stay cool.

Cheers, D.

 

[Disciple of Nagash]

Best of luck in getting out in the next week or two, CN hasn't be the same I need one of my most perverted followers back

 

[Zephyr]

Jesus Sanai, hope everything is well with you now. Your sense of humor really made my day a couple of times.

 

[Sanai]

I am... getting there. Suffice to say I am no longer a suicide risk. I do wish I was dead alot but I know what it would do to people and am at the stage where I know I wont try it again.
I am getting closer to discharge from the hospital, which was set back a little bit by a few..... hiccups.
I have made some fantastic new friends and have found a new hobby (boxing) which feels really amazing, and have even started painting again and looking at the possibility of going to uni in a year or two.
It means alot to hear that you all care.

 

[Disciple of Nagash]

Course we all do! Great to hear you are slowly getting back on your feet, boxing is a lot of fun and is a really good way to get fit and meet new people, so good choice

Hope to see you back on the forum more soon

 

[Nikos]

Sorry to hear you've been having a bad time of it lately but at least it sounds things are looking up. All the best for a swift and full recovery.

 

[Xaret]

Hey Sanai, have some much-belated Xaret love. Sorry to hear about what you've been through, I know you're strong enough to get through it. And in the moments where you don't feel you're strong enough come over to carpe Noctem and we'll lend you some strength with some love for extra goodness.

Hope you're doing ok man.

Xaret <3

 

[Swissdictator]

Been away and saw this. Glad things are getting better Sanai, and I hope they keep their upward trend.

I've had dark times in my life too, and just remember... you're never really alone. You've got friends, on here and at home.

 

[Sanai]

I have been discharged from the psyche ward. Ummm yeah...

 

[Xaret]

S'good news man, stay positive and keep yourself busy

 

[Disciple of Nagash]

Excellent news Why the "ummm yeah?" Surely it should be "Woohoo!"

Well now you are out, I hope we will see you more here. Also, get yourself an xbox and then you can join me with online multiplayer

 

[Sanai]

an xbox? Perhaps, maybe, sometime.
and woohoo is a bit hard, ive been through absolute hell and its still affecting me a bit.

 

[Disciple of Nagash]

I understand that, it was more like "Woohoo, Sanai's back!" from ourside Hope that as time goes on you feel better.

 

[Xaret]

Yup, I'm with DoN on that one. Just take it easy, step by step, all the old cliches (anyone know how to do the accents:/)

Good to know your progressing dude, stick with it. We're all right behind you. DoN in more ways than one.

 

[corpsecart]

Some of you may have noticed that I have been inactive lately. I have been in a psyche ward with no internet access since the 1st of february, so I apologise for any inconvience this has caused. I am currently at home for an hour or two and then I return to the psyche ward. I do not know when I will get out or if I will be returning home when I get out or going into crisis accomodation. I miss this forum very much and though I should let ya'all know.

i really hope you get better

 

[Anilar]

Don't surf this forum enough, so first seen this now. Great to hear your doing better Sanai, and great you are sharing the bad news and the good news with us.
So if you are feeling down, im sure there are a lot of people on this forum, including me, that will lend what ever support we can provide with the written word on this forum.
If nothing else its a different outlet for your problems and frustrations, than the spoken word you probably have with your social circle and health proffessionals.
Great you have started boxing, meeting people and being able to vent your frustrations and anger on a sandbag, is always great.

Hope the rest of the year will be a lot better for you, and hope you have energy and motivation to return to the roleplays with renewed energy. Not so much have happened in the Gunhearts while you have been gone.

Best of health wishes and luck from Denmark.

 

[The Wife]

You know me and Santa are here for you if you need to talk. PM me any time, I'm getting into the habit of checking CN every day. *hugs*

 

[Sanai]

Thankyou all for your kind words. Some days I am really struggling still but I am reasonably safe at the moment.